Boring life...

2010-05-23T12:57:00.000+08:00

getting lazy to note down my emo feeling

ryuichi

2010-05-11T12:59:00.001+08:00

this is the same person

配角

2010-04-26T13:06:00.000+08:00

我只是个配角
只能陪人欢笑
自己的悲喜
不重要
戴上面具就好

盼望有人会
不小心的
想起我
结果还是失望
这比痴人说梦的梦
更妄想

在别人生命中
所留下的足迹
早被时间吹散
谁叫我是配角
绝对会被淡忘

想哭？想笑？
自己知道就好
要对别人诉说
没这个必要

看着镜子里的自己
以为我是实体
但
很多人都当我是透明

我的生命
只是个玩笑
认为重要的
我全得不到
想像星星般闪耀
结果搞得自己很可笑
注定当个配角

2010-04-04T12:43:00.000+08:00

its seem like not much ppl is updating blog recently.

2010-03-29T10:58:00.000+08:00

已对伤痛麻木
只想问
这漫长的寻寻觅觅
终点会在哪里

想要有个人
来被我依赖
为我聆听
不夸张地关心我
看似简单
相处时难
纯粹想要个
心灵伴侣

直至遇见了你
才发现
我也有希望
达到终点

以为自己很潇洒
却藏不住
心里头那一句话
“想和你在一起”

有些人只能变成相片
泛黄堆在一边
而你
我把你放在心里面
不管要过多少时间

你之后所遇见的人
都有你的影子
也许你们没有共同点
是我太想你
把他们跟你联想在一起

虽然有些隔阂
任我多努力
也改变不了什么
而那又怎样呢？
我爱你
这就够了

看破了所谓镜花
就算不随波逐流
也不怕这路难行
纵使逆风
我也会坚持
只要你愿意陪我飞行

如果说是为了你
而写下这首诗
你会相信吗？
也许并不优美
但希望你明白
没有感觉没有感受
我怎能写出一字一句？

我是孤傲的蔷薇
等待春天的来临
也只有你开口
我的冬天才会走。

Fate - Providence

2010-03-14T19:16:00.005+08:00

Luna sea- Fate

Its like my fate!!!!!!!

i just want to say this.

致吾友

2010-02-16T02:54:00.004+08:00

过了今夜
将留不住你
满溢的思念
只能随繁星
化白

离别
竟那么寂静
没有凄凉夜雨
也没有浪漫场景
只有朴实的
要你好好照顾自己

说很多话
重复很多叮咛
是不想你听见
我心碎的声音
拍很多照片
只为了接下来的365天
天天都有你出现

临别依依
紧紧拥抱
我会好好记住
那属于你给的温暖
紧握你手
希望你明了
我的开不了口
我不懂任何语言
可以好好的
把我的心情说给你听

原谅我
不能为你分担什么
不能减少你的离愁

若回到那一刻
我要我不哭
不想为你添麻烦
来为我牵挂

你会回来的
我会好好等待
因为没有了你
我也不复存在

望你渐远的身影
才发现
连我呼吸的空气
也开始少了你

送走了你
迎来了空虚

after so long..

2010-02-15T19:03:00.001+08:00

wel..after so long..finally i could achieve 1k combo... i think the last time i do so its like in year 2007.... 3 years has gone just like that

2010-01-17T20:25:00.002+08:00

觉得有点累

笔墨难以形容的心情
开不了口的我
高兴，伤心都不是很重要了
自己知道就好

席卷而来的压力
任我多有信心
也无法让眉头，心头
好好的释怀

海阔天空，比以前更远了
简单，平凡
原来是那么的难。

lazy to update

2009-10-11T15:44:00.002+08:00

well..working consumed much of my time..and yes, i do have my free time which now i mostly use for sleep and nap..no any interesting movie that could catch my eyes and lure me to cinema right now..

its a sunday, suppose to be a carefree and relaxing day..however, the day before it is saturday, which the restaurant i work in can be fully book easily even though the average check per cover is like rm200++..and as usual, its fully booked yesterday and as usual, turn over quite a few of tables..running start from 8pm til 12am.. while finish work at 215am...so thats my saturday this week.. reach home at almost 3....and such saturday actually just make my sunday gone...i need sleep..thats all i know..

start work for almost 6 months now...learn a lot of things..whether its on working wise or the lesson of life...if u ask me i like my job or not..i wil say yes..its fucking tiring, its got lots issue everyday, we need to recover shit that other ppl done, we always ot...so what ? i get paid fairly and i got exp from that..sooner or later i wil leave..not sure when wil i do so but at least after 1.5 years i think..see hows the situation going on...

lazy to keep update my blog...just plain lazy to do so..i dun like to give excuse that i busy for this and that so i dun update...many things happen daily..some i hope i could record it down..but i wil just forget bout it normally...

stil a long way to go...

before i forget

2009-09-19T14:04:00.003+08:00

well..emily jz remind me of few things when we chat jz now...sum how i already forgot many things i said or persevere for before...

so i was thinking..maybe i should record down...wat i m now..to remind the future me..not to sway to far away and become another person..and to remember wat is the lin fung's way of doing things...

i never believe in ppl how wil late for some normal outing or even important ocassion or working shift...as to me they are not honest and would not keep to their promise...well not to talk about the responsibility part...

i work in service industry..and i like it..coz to me..when the customer smile or say thanks to me..i wil feel ****(i forgot the word to describe such feeling, though i mention it before to others, its a word describing a feeling of satisfied and being appreciated)...

the reason i might prefer f&b instead of other department is becoz only here got food...

i do save and control my expenditure but when comes to things i wanna buy, i wil just buy it without survey much and regardless of the price as long as i can afford and left some money in my account..

i dun mind help ppl, i just dun like being take advantage by others..

i wanna keep learning...i always feel that i m not good enough in everything

some tradition is meant to be follow, but some, i wil just wish to change it..

being alone is fine..its better than spending time with ppl that u not wish to

i rather have a lil of good, instead of a lot of shit (inspired by my restaurant chef, comment towards the oyster)

i do enjoy normal food, as long as its hot enough

i hate ppl who not reply ur sms ( i dun mean immediately)..its jz too rude like ppl talking to you and u just ignore that person..

i dun keep porn in my phone...like like those get caught by police becoz of this

i duno where i wil go in the future..but definitely i wil miss penang

i wil only die for a leader i think he or she deserve for it..other than that i wont give full force

i think thats all for now...wil update this list in future i suppose..as i think i already forget much bout lin fung...

17/08/09

2009-08-17T21:47:00.002+08:00

went out early in the morning...back to my high school to meet with my teacher last time..have a short talk and i stroll around the school for a while then left d..nth much changes there...stil the same old scenery with diff ppl...jz feel i m like very old when i spot those students' student number start from 8, while mine one start from 5....really have lots thoughts when being there again after so long time..things changed...ppl come and ppl go..its just like a river, flow endlessly..

wel..after that go into town..park at gurney and go G hotel to see my fren..well seriously just see him but dint talk to him..working wat..dun wanna disturb him too much..have a walk in gurney new wing..well nth much to comment..i m not tat kind who really into shopping and new things...just look look see see...

for lunch..i have it in new world park with my coursemate...wat to do..i miss out the reunion which held one day earlier in sunset bistro...just gossip and eating for that one hour..haha...its just like back to those time when we go out together and have lunch after finish class and dun wanna eat in the college...

after tha gossip session, another coursemate call up and said can pick up my certificate in kdu d...then drive to kdu and simply park my car in the visitor parking there...just wanna get my cert fast...and again..met some more old pals there....follow them with their car for their lunch after i get my cert..

not eating of coz..just have a drink while they enjoying their chicken rice..again..have some talk along the way + when we are there + the time we head back to college coz me and my another fren car is in the college...well as usual listen to their complain of kdu...duno how true it is but i would say the hospitality school now is different with last time...lots changes? or my perception makes me think like that.. i do not sure..its good to hang out with them..feel like i m young once more..lol like i m a student again..but not a person started career life...

back to home after that...its jz like review my short life in this morning to noon..first the high school..which i spend five years with numerous ppl who they might rmb me or might not..plenty of craze and memorable moments there, thats like teenage life which always out of control to do wrong things and dun take resposibility seriously..then to the college life...a stepstone for future, a place where i build up my knowledge and ready for working..not much crazy things anymore but its a close relationship we build together between each other by experienced ups and downs and live together.. the bond between our coursemates is tighten by our restaurant operation in col, the 2 weeks we spend together in pj, our industrial training and of coz the time we have in the college itself..though its like a very short time, a almost 2 years course, but we are like very close old frens...

then now is working..a life totally different with the past.. a challenging yet tiring life...learning process in here is self paced..if u stop..u wil stop..no one wil motivate u to continue ur learning and u wil become like machine who work just for the purpose of working..jz afraid i become a corpse in the future..i would not know...the uncertainty is too high...

i m stil like 50-50 now..half a student, with playful mind and dun care bout much thing, just wish to have a peaceful life and waste time always..while another half is working personnel, who want to get job done, serious, despise those playful and not serious guy who always slack around..its just way too complicated of myself..currently just wanna earn more money to stablize my financial status and gain experience to prepare myself for career advancement..both these short term goals sounds not so short terms anyway...gonna be persist in getting wat i want, if not gonna lose way like some others...

conclusion for college life : part 3 aka convocation

2009-08-16T23:17:00.004+08:00

well.. just attended the convo today... purposely take leave and come back for it...

held at traders hotel penang..means i get to see those banquet staff i work with before as well...
when reached the hotel..jz feel like back to a place where i know a lot..know where the doors and way and the shortcut to each places..

i din not attend the rehearsal which they done one day earlier...so basically i m clueless bout wat to do there...after register myself and get the gown...go into the changing room and ask ppl to help me wear the gown....then start to move around to chit chat with those old frens...man its like years din see them..and of coz take picture..though i not really like to take picture personally..not all of my coursemate is there..but majority is attending..

and of coz..girls also can do last minute make up...

everyone is doing different thing..some adjust the hood and gown while some busy with camera and phones...

after that queuing up to get into the ballroom..

after long time waiting and listen to the speech, its finish..very thirsty and hungry at that time...
well..after everything...ppl tend to take picture on the stage..i duno why..

well last but not least..a picture with my mum..

and here end my convo...officially graduate...i see this as the last thing for college life..thats why putting "to be continue" in my conclusion for college life part 2...at that time never thought that the convocation would be so late...anyway...i m not student anymore though i already start working for few months...to those who are stil students, please enjoy and appreaciate it as u might graduating at the time of peace and prosperity, not like me...economic on recovery and h1n1 influenza...

thats all i think =)

(there are actually many things to tell, but just wanna keep it simple and short. Coz i m lazy)

2009-08-09T13:57:00.002+08:00

偶尔很热闹，偶尔很孤单。心，就是这样吧，起起伏伏。一直
跟自己约定，不要因为忙碌而目无表情......也不懂自己做到了吗.
生活，就是如此，少了些许喜悦的过着
习惯独行，习惯了电话不会响的日子，习惯了日出而作，凌晨回家
习惯了在工作时间外都不讲话，习惯了沉闷。
习惯了把所有感伤都藏起来.

need guidance

2009-07-26T13:53:00.001+08:00

since pikom pc fair is coming soon...i plan to buy a laptop..
well..budget will be around 1.5 to 1.8k but the lesser the price the better..lol

i just need a ordinary laptop which i would use most for surfing net but not gaming
and not really care bout size, outlook or brand i just need it to be convenient and durable if possible

pls give me some clue as soon as possible...like before end of this month.. as i would mostly buy in the fair in kl which is held on 31 july to 2 august which is the coming weekend.

getting better

2009-06-07T14:26:00.002+08:00

getting better with working life here
though most of the time need to work until late night like 1 or 2 am..
but its fine to me already

only sunday is free while i work on the other day, whether a split shift or straight shift
but mostly spend my sunday in pavillion gsc to watch movie or take a good and expensive lunch
well..at least i stil can save some money even though i spend like that...or perhaps i only spend on food and transport..

get use to going out alone..better...save the time to invite or to ask ppl out with u...save the time to discuss bout where to go and where to dine so tat place would be convenient to everyone...going out byself would jz be very care free, go out at time u want, eat at place u wish to regardless of the price and going back when u feel u have enough stroll.. this my life, alone most of the time

yet i have great time with my colleagues..the are not normal ppl, due to everyday under stress and long working hour, they are all crazy..but at the very least we work as a team and same goes to the kitchen staff...bullshit with colleagues, talk crap with guest, get screw by boss...working is just seems to be like that..haha... learn a lot of knowledge there...food and wine...not an expert yet but i m picking up...

thats all for now i think..

Angel and demon

2009-05-25T11:36:00.001+08:00

recommended to watch if you have such free time...

might even online lesser

2009-05-03T17:37:00.002+08:00

nth much to update..
work shift is like whole day in the hotel..
so my life mostly is bout working..
at least learn new things everyday now..
much better than doing assignments or preparing for test
yet i dun think most ppl can take such lifestyle..
its may already..jz hope july come soon..

plan to buy a new phone..
plan to buy a laptop
plan to buy a new spec
plan to buy a new watch
well all this need money...
nid to save more...tight financial situation neh..
sigh..

jz feel like wanna spend when got the money..hard to control..

being permanent staff

2009-04-19T11:08:00.003+08:00

being a permanent staff means
u have to be able to work alone without supervision

being a permanent staff means
u have to arrive before time and cannot leave on time

being a permanent staff means
u have to make some decision at time but not upsetting ur boss with ur decision

being a permanent staff means
u have to work every single minutes when u are working

being a permanent staff means
you cannot use dunno as answer for any question

being a permanent staff
is super big challenge now...

to whom may concern

2009-04-18T11:42:00.001+08:00

i have already started a full time job, so blogging and online in messenger frequently would not be possible anymore. well i will take care of myself nicely, thats all.

2009-04-15T17:41:00.001+08:00

九型人格分析
第八型	領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型 14%
第四型	藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者 13%
第一型	完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使 13%
第九型	和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者 12%
第三型	成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型 11%
第二型	助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型 11%
第五型	智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型 10%
第六型	忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型 10%
第七型	快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型 8%

我的九型人格分析？

result for the previous experiment...

2009-04-14T16:20:00.001+08:00

referring to my earlier post "simply boring"

the result is very surprising...

only 2 person sms from then til now..

first one is zhe hao

while the second one is li qian

so...thats it...

2009-04-08T15:44:00.001+08:00

问题
是来解决的
不是来逃避的

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分开
成全了你的幸福
成全了我的付出

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尽力去
累坏身躯
也赶不走
空虚

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把灵感榨干吧
我不要再想
不要再写
这些无谓的文字了

simply boring

2009-04-06T16:41:00.003+08:00

well..i jz come out with a silly idea..
for those who read this post..and is one of my fren and so accidentally got my cell phone no.
pls sms me saying that u are my fren..
jz wanna do a experiment..see how many frens i got..
this activity will effective until 13 of april 2009

ppl who had sms me :
1. zhe hao, thanks for being the first one

风雨

2009-04-06T15:04:00.003+08:00

小雨
细细连绵
停不了
思念
成愁

微风
轻轻略过
抚不了
寂寞
难熬

在风雨中
恋你
独哀独爱

i stil got my brain with me...

2009-04-05T15:25:00.002+08:00

人往往知道别人该如何过活
却永远不知道自己该如何过活
这是个盲点
所有人类的盲点

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冲动是只吃掉理智的怪兽
有时候该把它关起来
有时候该让它随心所欲
关键是释放的时机

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先入为主的自以为是
每个人都会因这个过错
而曾冤枉别人

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想念如果有声音
愿它是雨声
点点滴滴都不漏地
传达给你

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欲饮还停
思绪断酒兴
无尽欢
金樽犹然满对月

仰空长叹
沦做单思人
孤身空悲
泪千行

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被人看不起
是必然发生的事情
但愿
天下曾被看不起的人
不再看扁任何人

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误会
源于
沟通，偏见

误会
延续于
辩驳，不解释

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请确定自己的人生
到底该怎么过
那么
当全世界都否决你时
至少你不会难过
因你知道你在做着
自己享受，会快乐的事情

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对长辈的训话
就是要把嘴巴闭上
眼睛睁大
尽全力的
放空

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还是喜欢
把心情寄于笔上
很传统的
一字字写在白纸
这样才有感觉
原谅我不爱大自然
我是个老古板

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繁杂的规矩，道德
我不想follow
我的笔
只写我感受
不管对或错
它们都是我想法
想批评？
请大小声的说出来
cause i don't care

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高傲

2009-04-01T14:54:00.003+08:00

我的高傲
是颗子弹
虽然微不足道
但却能清除
充满障碍的路途

如果
高傲是疯
我宁愿
做个自我的疯子

与现实
搏斗
残酷是动力

我的态度
一直被误解
但我不会因被误解
而放弃我所坚持的对错

我就是我
跋扈嚣张
随你怎么形容
我不在乎

我相信
高傲
是我的保护层

p/s ：对，我就是串。

讨厌黄昏雨

2009-03-31T12:05:00.003+08:00

当夕阳还没结束
天微黑
那不是夜晚的降临
那是我讨厌的黄昏雨前奏
应该是叫午后雨吧
不重要

总得撑着伞
以为很浪漫的走着
终点是我工作的地方
路程
不长不短
但总是能湿了我的裤脚

得收好那湿漉漉的雨伞
换上工作制服
整理下自己
才能开工
不喜欢这么多累赘

讨厌那雨下的不合我时
讨厌它每天都这么准时
但若是个闷热的黄昏
那会合我心意吗？
对我是在怨天尤人

工作

2009-03-31T11:57:00.001+08:00

开心
得工作
不开心
也得工作

一头栽进
工作世界去
什么都别理
做工就对了

管他烈日当空
管他倾盆大雨
工还是得照做

掌握金钱
工作功效大
我们好好工作吧

20/03/09

2009-03-20T19:47:00.001+08:00

everyone..pls..pls...pray for me to succeed for the job application in shangri-la hotel...pls....

.

2009-02-09T23:02:00.001+08:00

I've been roaming to find myself
How long have I been feeling endless hurt
Falling down, rain flows into my heart
In the pain I'm waiting for you
Can't go back
No place to go back to
Life is lost, Flowers fall
If it's all dreams
Now wake me up
If it's all real
Just kill me

I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
It scares me to look at the world
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
I tried to drown my past in grey
I never wanna feel more pain
Ran away from you without saying any words
What I don't wanna lose is love

Through my eyes
Time goes by like tears
My emotion's losing the color of life
Kill my heart
Release all my pain
I'm shouting out louder
Insanity takes hold over me

Turning away from the wall
Nothing I can see
The scream deep inside
reflecting another person in my heart
He calls me from within
"How do you prove you exist?
maybe you don't exist..."

I begin to lose control of myself
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
Nobody can stop my turning to madness
Why do you wanna raise these walls
I don't know the meaning of hatred
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies

Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
Don't know what I am
What lies are truth?
What truths are lies?

i luv penang

2008-12-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

jz take a few minutes to watch this..

comparison

2008-12-25T23:34:00.005+08:00

鑑定結果
您的精神年齡47歲

與您實際年齡差28歲

幼稚度20％

成熟度86％

老化度50％

compare with the result i did on 13 march 2008

鑑定結果

您的精神年齡43歲

與您實際年齡差24歲

幼稚度28％

成熟度75％

老化度42％

so should i happy for this "improvement"??

说好的幸福呢(dota version)

2008-12-21T22:41:00.001+08:00

怎么了你pro了
说好不要ks的
我noob了很怕了
不要push了不push了
伤心的我一路变成feeder了
那些godlike的感觉越来越远了
我都忘记了..

怎么了你FREE了
TEAMWORK呢我PRO了
不怕了愛push了
MEGA了快END了
開心的我一路殺人變成 SUPERKILLER
那些GODLIKE的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得 ..

怎么了你输了
说好的要赢的
我赢了很爽了
不要push了不push了
开心的我一路变成winner
那些godlike的感觉越来越爽了，
我都忘记了..

*saw it from some blog..so i jz copied and paste here..

Detroit Metal city

2008-12-21T15:30:00.004+08:00

i think most of us stil remember who this guy is...

well of coz i not gonna talk bout death note or wat...i m to introduce his latest movie this year...

Detroit Metal City

as a main protagonist, mr kenichi aka L have to act both 2 characters in this movie..which is

so heres the trailer..

songs from the movie...

amai koibito

satsugai

and i think our beloved malaysia wont be showing this movie..so i m currently trying hard to get torrent....

random pics

2008-12-18T18:59:00.004+08:00

in some wedding dinner..

looks cool car..

i duno wat books or magazines these are..

a very weird message...spot the error..

a mcd bugger which is one piece beef pate with lots of vege..not worth the price..i prefer big mac..

night view with reflection on it..

microwaved banana..

a person locker..not mine..

2008-12-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of walking and standing in the night
The number of meeting makes the same number of separation, but
I believed that limitless time goes on

Life is all about fighting and hurting
...That's what I believed

Now I embrace even words which hurt each other
And I only look back
I feel alone.

Over

2008-12-14T20:07:00.006+08:00

its officially my last day today...the 14th dec..means i had finished my internship successfully..well at least i did not get any complain from every department i been to...frankly speaking it is a very good experience to have the internship, even though we are not well managed by the department which shall not be named, but most of us has good and nice working experience in each department regardless of how heavy or tiring the job is...at least i wont feel time wasting except for the fitness center and business center...

met lots of ppl..staffs and guests...learn not only basic operation things from the staffs and also the way to protect ourselves in the real life working environment...and of coz..gossips and rumors in the hotel...there is no secret in the hotel..u can know everything just by asking around..e.g a person fell down in the morning around 9am, most ppl will know this things around 5 pm...dun worry..i m not that person..then for meeting guests..u actually can see lots kind of ppl of diff colour...u might see local politic icon, oversea celebs, those big company high post uncles/aunties and of coz some airlines crew as well, flight attendant or pilot...

good or bad..its over now...i have completed my diploma and wil get the cert soon as i din fail any subjects in the past...so sooner or later i need to go for interview and sending out my resume already..to get a job..i m not a coward that will find excuse and simply believe in indecision is better than wrong decision...economy is not good now so time is money..the earlier i get a job is better..but of coz i will need some break ...maybe one week or 2...then only start to do job hunting..

well..today actully is my off day for this week...means i start my boring life again from yesterday 3pm...since today is sunday and everywhere will be pack like hell...i decide to go beach...to get some sunlight and sea breeze..going there alone sounds emo..but i jz want to relax and get away from those shitty and sucky stuff of my life..so i dun care...grab my mp3 and a towel..off i go..

its the beach i been to in june after my final exam last sem...maybe caused by the tide or duno wat reason, i feel that the shore is getting smaller..maybe penang is sinking..

its not a super sunny day, so its just nice for me as i wanna float there and doing nothing...

then after i float on the sea for a while..i see this landed on there...

a coconut..

a empty coconut...

thats all for today..doing nth...such life wil continue until i get a job i suppose..compare to most of my frens, i am consider as the fast one..as some of them are just gonna start their uni next year, and some of them is on the way of finish their degree or some is always miserable until change college annually and duno wat to do next, i nid to start work next year already..i m like on the express lane...

for the mean while..i m free everyday, until further notice is being announced..

regards,
lf

songs i m into recently....

2008-12-08T15:19:00.005+08:00

the underneath(ex transtic nerve)- bite the bullet

tokyo yankees - Big game

hate honey - Can't take my eyes off of you

sex machineguns - poison mamushi

hide - doubt

phantasmagoria - kami no uta

Versailles - red carpet day

the gazette - Baretta

high and mighty color - here i am

luna sea - time is dead

bout these bands..some might already disbanded, some change the line up...some member died..anyway..i like to listen to these songs..hope u will find something u like...

hisashiburi dana

2008-11-30T22:34:00.003+08:00

its been a long time..due to laziness and business i did not update my blog so frequent like how i did when i was stil in college...

what to do... i have the suckiest job in the world i suppose...i work on shift basis..means today i m working 3-11pm..but tmr i might be working 7am-3pm..so my rest time is not even 8 hours...compare to office hour which is super relax and fix on 9-5 or 9-6...mine is like ridiculous..i dun have half day..i only have one off day per week...and that off day can be anyday on that week...which means i do not have fix time table like how those office ppl have....

secondly, i work without pay.. what i got is just staff meal and uniform...compare to those ppl who work for RM5-RM10 mia hourly pay..i got the suckiest job...

thirdly, i stand more than i sit or lean on anything in my working time...after such long time of training..standing is not a problem to me anymore...but stil it is hard for the first few weeks...anyway it is stil exhausting for sometime when i have insufficient sleep...

and then...my meal time is not normal..which means..i have to take my lunch or dinner before common or normal ppl meal time..e.g. my lunch mostly around 11am..while dinner is 5pm...and beside these times i m not allow to rest or take a break in the canteen for "relaxing" purpose...and we do not have any rest center that prepare foods or drinks for u to eat or drink..

lastly, eventhough we can carry our phone with us but it does not mean we can use it freely in our working time..neither to snap any photos of our beloved guests or working environment nor to sms/call or to listen to the music as if its at home...wat we can do is only WORK WORK..

well..so for those ppl who got high pay and office hour and can rest anytime u wan..pls dun say u got the suckiest job..it is just so baseless and pointless to said that to ppl like me..unless u work like bangla..

even its suck big times..but stil i not mean i dun like this job..its fun and wat i want actually just that now i dun get paid and being freely use as a staff...but stil i found enjoyment in it and it does not occupy majority of my times til i cannot even go out for a simple outing with frens...

just 2 more weeks it wil end..really looking forward for it to be end..long time din have a good and long holiday d..i think i havent have holiday that longer than 1 weeks since last year jan until now...

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first time ever to see a diet coke explode by itself without any action done on it...

the can...

the fridge..

the black crystal like thing is the diet coke...

2008-11-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

just fast and simple...

I WANT ONE WEEK OFF!!!!

regards,
lin fung

recently.,.,.,.,.

2008-10-25T23:09:00.003+08:00

i burnt/ cook my fingers while i m in kitchen..so these are the result..(50% recovered)

while ppl is think bout getting a psp...

i only got this..

the opposition of de spark...

de glow...

new 1gb ram which cost the same price as ddr2 2gb ram

nothing much...

2008-09-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

not feel like talking now.....

12/9/08

2008-09-13T11:18:00.002+08:00

（槟城、吉隆坡12日讯）内政部今日援引内部安全法令，先于上午扣留着名部落客拉惹柏特拉，后于晚上另行扣留《星洲日报》槟城高级记者陈云清，以及雪兰莪州高级行政议员郭素沁。

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又是内安法令。
916近了，所谓的政府也有所行动了。
它们也不是随便捉人的，raja petra，代表的是blogger，网上发表政见的人。吓他们是为了遏制所谓的普罗大众被这些blogger一言惊醒梦中人，看清什么是大马。

高级记者的部分更是不言而喻了。吓一吓新闻工作者，看他们敢不敢再乱登“寄居论”。新闻自由还在吗？

郭素沁，政治人物。摆明是要给民联下马威。也顺便证明政治人物没有特权（那么ah m@d is mail 呢？”

再来，这个捉人行动无疑是为了让大家不满，不爽兼dulan，然后去示威，去乱骂人，那样的话，国家就会乱，乱了就要紧急状态，然后没有政府，一切从新来过。

所以恳请那些热血人士，不要自以为对政治很有抱负，而去乱乱来，酱的话，不就聪明反被聪明误的中了陷阱。

...

2008-09-04T22:09:00.003+08:00

ding dong

"housekeeping."

ding dong

"housekeeping...."

ding dong

"housekeeping~"

...

(card in, accessed)

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28/08/08

2008-08-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

忙碌的生活
我变成行尸走肉了
看着镜子里的自己
憔悴了许多
越来越不认识镜中的那个人
很多关于自己的东西
都忘了
忘了我在坚持什么
忘了我以后要做什么
只是没有意义的
过着每一天
等待空白

活着跟死去
对我而言
好像是没有分别的
沉闷的循环
每一天好象是一样的
不想结束
只因为未来有太多未知数

无奈犹豫困惑
太多没有答案的问题
太多不想去接受的答案
烦

malice mizer - klaha era

2008-08-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

rondo of love and sadness

2008-08-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

轻轻坠落
冷风来袭
一切都不能回头了
也许会后悔
也许只是股冲动
但　那将是无谓的感受

放空
压力随风
现实　难过　伤痛
所有烦恼一次带过
手续不多
只需一脚踏空
不是跳楼
你不会懂

代价不多
人生总会到尽头
至少现在可以决定
自己几时走

睁开双眼
看不见天使恶魔
是你运气不错

恭喜
你可以再试一次

15/08/08

2008-08-15T23:15:00.006+08:00

might not be writing so frequent like last time..quite lots things to do...beside my daily working 8 hour..i stil have to prepare my daily journal...and some paperwork thing..its stressful life i think..but i m not so weak until cannot handle it..

working really is a big challenge i think..giving pressure on physically and mentally..doing the same thing everyday..without the passion or enthusiasm to the job, u would really feel tired and jz let off..now being a waiter...wipe cutlery, clear the table, serve the guest, fold those napkin...keep doing this jobs repetitively everyday...no matter wat shift i in..the situation would be even worse if there is no guest..which means u got nth to do but just stand there..it is quite boring to be exactly...the only thing i like bout my current job would be the interaction with guest..when they reply with a simply smile or thank you, it is enough for me as a appreciation of my service..looking forward for next department although i duno where i wil go..things always hard and difficult, thats y not all ppl are successful until got a Lamborghini..

while most post A level students are worrying and busy for their future uni..i had big time crack my head bout where and which department should i start my working career..its a serious matter..most probably i wil be start working soon after my training finish..so i have to think now before its too late..i dun like last minute things although i believe that some decision in life is made after terima wahyu...piece of paper qualification is not so important in the industry i wanted to work in..experience of working is the only thing they emphasize mostly..so..with my limited knowledge and information bout the industry..i really..cant make a decision yet...i dun wan to make a wrong decision and i dun wan to be indecision as well..thats y..my headache is back again..headache that duno due to wat reason..maybe i think too much or pressure perhaps...

watch wall-E yesterday which is my off day...not a bad movie to me at least..i dun have entertainment after all...the only think i learn from that movie would be this..

To be forgotten is worse than death - Freya Crescent from FF IX

after start working..then only i know that..student life got the most time which all student waste it...

potong steam #1

2008-08-08T23:39:00.004+08:00

summary in point form
1. a waiter serve a table of middle east guest
2. they sign the bill to their room account
3. one of them take out wallet and give u tips
4. the tips is RM 20 nett
5. the waiter is delighted
6. he walk away to return the slip to cashier
7. the supervisor tel the waiter to put the tips into tips box
8. the waiter might not get a chance to share the money in tips box

to me..such incident is potong steam...although the amount is small to ppl like ghey foo since he is so rich coz by budget a lot....and some how i think such tips giving only happens once in a blue moon...

talking bout ghey foo...he said he gonna own a Lamborghini car in 5 years time..so..as a good fren of him.. i have created a countdown timer for him as a small reminder or as a positive motivator to him so that he can achieve his dream successfully...well, sure i hope to get on his super stylish mia Lamborghini...

tagged

2008-07-29T22:37:00.005+08:00

~tagged by babyzzzxinyi~

RULE 1:
Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits /things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
No TAG backs!

1. i love to eat..watever food..except insects, spider, those weird thing like snake,turtle,dog or cat...

2. i love to sleep..may sleep more than 10 hours per day if possible..

3. i like beer and wine..

4. i m a super emo guy..

5. i like to release my stress by bully ghey foo peng sheng in any way

6. i have use the same phone for 4 years...

7. i dun like to take picture of myself..

8. i very care bout punctuality...

9. i change spec annually

10. i dun rely on ppl or luck

11. i like kamen rider and doraemon

12. my hand writing is the same illegible from primary school til now

13. i like to cook but not to do the clearing and stewarding

14. i dun like to be dishonest..thats y i m straight forward

15. i can express myself way better in chinese yet i choose english to blog

tag:
1. ghey foo
2. kancil foo
3. fit foo
4. rally foo
5. budget foo
6. diu foo
7. garage foo
8. tanker foo
9. miang foo
10. peng sheng, foo

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writing this just for the sake of writing it...nothing to do...have 2 days off..then friday going to new department...

x class profile

2008-07-25T23:16:00.007+08:00

being reminded by loke sinn...i visited http://profiles.friendster.com/16439751
it's a class profile which is not being moderate and maintain well...
it really remind me of those old days..and make me laugh nonstop...
first..let us see nick choo's english back then

it is lala-ish with those wakaka and hahaz...
in the "about me" section alone..it got 4x wakaka and 12x hahaz

and i seriously do not know who is this at the first glance

after laugh a few round with weiyi them..then only i know..this is foo peng sheng, who is apparently

and..the "ink" incident..hmmm...long funny story which shall not be mention much...lol.

super duper short update

2008-07-18T22:56:00.005+08:00

jz now go to watch Red Cliff..a nice movie to me..at least it dun disappoint my expectation..things turn out to be quite smooth and fluent just that some scenes are cut i suppose...dividing it into 2 part is a good decision i think..as it would be too long if 2 become 1...those war scene are quite fake with the help of cgi..and those one man show general killing troops/creeps melee fighting jz remind me of dynasty warrior or basara(both are also ps 2 games)..at least i dun felt that i waste my rm6 for it..and of coz i am willing to spend the money in cinema for such notable and unmissable movie rather than wasting my time around..such as go to gym which is consider as daily routine and missable..

btw..jz now cyc amusement park of gurney..is black out..as in no electric...its like first time ever i see the park is not open for business in normal time..maybe their electric supply got prob?hmm..but manage to take a picture before they really close...
i accidentally spotted it..see cls mia name in 2nd place..then of coz i would love to take a picture since this picture means no harm to anyone or any organization...for more information pls contact nicholas choo loke sinn aka cls...

13/07/08

2008-07-13T11:33:00.005+08:00

jz received last semester result yesterday...din go to college to check it out due to tiring working days..and to me..the result is not so important after all..as sooner or later i will receive the result slip from the college..then wat for being so curious and take a tour to college? while there is quite a lot of ppl who are so eager to know how the perform in last semester, therefore asking anyone who going back to college to check for them, but obviously i m not one of them...

my result for the last semester is straight A...not really excited for it..its jz like normal to me..when something is very common, u wont be surprise by it anymore, right?and on top of that, my course stress not on academic performance..but on professional attitudes.. a candidate who fail his or her professional attitude marks(below 60%) will nid to retake all the subjects for that particular semester..for me i just get average 75%

being in the industry now..really understand that those knowledge i learn in college does help in some sense..as an example, i dun need to waste time to learn how to identify the cutlery or glassware as i already learn that when we do restaurant service in college..but of coz those knowledge is just enough to handle basic things..

my department ppl is always willing to lend a helping hand...they are friendly and approachable while most importantly they willing to share their knowledge and experience..so making my training life until now quite good and i learn a lot about banqueting..at least i work happily even without pay and i dun nid to work under a environment with marlboro or dunhill smells around..

jz have my off day on last fri..not resting at home but i decide to go out for movie..at least such outing let me connect to the world again..if everyday just work inside the hotel, u cannot see sunrise or sunset and u wont even know whether it is raining cats and dogs outside as well..went to watch hell boy 2..just a ordinary comic hero movie..with some stunning fighting scene but not so strong plot line..for now i m looking forward for the Red Cliff...

daily routine

2008-07-09T19:02:00.001+08:00

current daily routine
1. wake up
2. prepare to go work
3. reach there
4. change uniform
5. work
6. break
7. work
8. OT(for some days only)
9. go back home
10. bath
11. online a while
12. sleep

conclusion for college life: part 2

2008-06-30T15:26:00.018+08:00

The farewell party
So the party was held in Paradise hotel..RM75 per person...its consider quite expensive to me...not all of our class attend the party...some back to hometown..some said its too expansive..well at least majority are there...

at first...the organizer said wanna make it a special party..so they set the dress code to pyjamas..wat a special farewell party huh..but after a lot of bla bla bla..they make it to casual....

all of the events take place in here

well the name of this ballroom just remind me of Laguna from final fantasy 8 and laguna blade of nick's maid...

i duno why they put such theme...and they not even explain about it..i totally do not comprehend..

these are the setting that night...

has a very wide range of choice..but the food jz normal...not really super delicious..

before putting on the candle

after lighting it

view of the beach behind the hotel..took this picture at the back of the stage...

the organizer prepare this card for a lecturer who left kdu last year...invited him..and he say he will attend...while at last din see him totally....well..at least its a big card which record most of our words to him...

in that night..we have only few performance..in the invitation it writes start 7 pm sharp..but due to some problem which is ...chef lecturers have their own stuff to do and they will be late...and we nid to wait for them..therefore the party starts around 8..

first we have a singing performance by the contestant of last year Mr kdu...sings few songs..i not really listen to it...coz either i m busy eating or fool around...

then have some silly game...get high coz only 2 lecturer left at the table while others are being so lucky and picked to play the game..

while we having the game...a korean guy did this...

tie the balloon at his pants...
and its is like become a trend..ppl start to follow...and so..a guy become a puppet...

for ur information..the korean guy name jae min..while the puppet guy name NICK!!!!!

after that, they show the video done by jenny kosasih, consisting our pictures since semester one..and of coz it shows lots of changes of ours...the video took time around 30 mins ++...i expect it to be shorter..coz if its too long..the mood will change from touched to boring....

here come some high quality pictures....i will intro some of my classmates as well...and pls rmb ..they said it is a CASUAL party...
*high quality pictures start*

all of these photo is taken by our professional photographer..mr lam han pin..the one with white shirt on the left...no one will ever doubt bout his photo shooting skill and his camera pixel...

left to right : chuan soon, soon yue, calvin ooi chun kiat

chuan soon...the dota freak in our class...to interact better with him..u should either know dota or football..and..he lives some where near miss eu house...

soon yue: another online game freak..dun play play with him...with such silent and frenly outlook..he has evil inside....well..he is a nice guy anyway..always push him until he pek chek when i same group with him for assignment...dun play play..he is training in Golden sand mia front office now..

calvin ooi: quite famous person in our college..for his chikoness....he is good in cooking especially spaghetti...

left to right: jenny ooi, emily yeoh, xin hui, kristy looi

this is the gal of my english presentation group for semester one and semester 3...and food costing as well..only julie is not in the photo

jenny ooi: tai ping gal who likes prangin mall..she is a scanner...scan through the text..then print out exactly the same in the exam..even the foot stop and coma..currently training in traders islander restaurant...

emily yeoh: the confident gal who say she will get the highest mark for marketing...her driving skill is even better than kancil foo...wei yi always stalk her....a pitiful girl who being assign to a very exhausting department in traders for training...the banquet..

xin hui: a gal who will die if tvxq is no more on the earth...same with jenny ooi..she is in traders' islander as well..

kristy looi: a cool girl from butterworth...she is the kind of ppl who u dun wanna mess with...currently training in E&O mia human resource dept..wat a nice and easy job..

Boys will be boys...normal looking

after few seconds..

the one on the middle is miss kim ju ri aka julie..miss kdu for year 2007 and her ambition is to become air stewardess...with her presentable outlook, she is being assign to lobby lounge of Traders..

the one on julie's left is nicole...johnson mia girl fren...she choose Golden Sand as her training hotel..and end up in Front office like mr soon yue..

from left to right: hock kheng, harvender, kristy, jenny kosasih

hock kheng: typical soft and silent boy in our class..seldom heard he talk..coz too soft and u cant hear him..while actually he is a very crazy person...duno how he gonna survive his training in houskeeping for the first month in lone pine resort..

harvender: one of the organizer of the party..always being optimistic and happy go lucky...same with me..she is training in Traders as well..but the department is housekeeping..for the first month...

*skip kristy*

jenny kosasih: the indonesian maid...she is indonesian..then is female..then i jz coming out the idea to call her indonesian maid...rich girl from Medan who likes korean food a lot...she has her training in E&O..and going to be in the restaurant there for the first month..

left to right: mr sean khoo, daveen ong

mr sean khoo: obviously he is not student..he is our english lecturer for semester 1 and semester 3..he always come up with crazy idea such like pink and black day in our first semester...and making our english project unique and different...for sem 1..its a free topic special project..while sem 3..its a music video....

daveen ong: happy feet of our class who always like to move his feet like penguin...some say he is handsome...he is vulnerable to alcohol for sure..will show some proof later in this post...currently in evergreen..duno hot kitchen or main kitchen...

top left to right: xin hui, chong yun huat, nicholas loo, jenny ooi, vincent ong

*skip xin hui, emily, daveen, calvin, jenny ooi*

chong: ghey foo like him very much..he is the only guy who going to front office of traders for now...only him and shimizu mari are in front office.. such a unbelievable truth..he is the only guy who goes around and take picture with everyone there with this standard face and smile

nicholas loo: erm..chong best fren? 7 series guy who is another favourite of ghey foo again...ghey foo likes ppl who full with vitamin G!!!! although he is rich...he seldom lansi and wont always money face like budget foo.. well..he cant escape the fate to go industrial placement as well..but some how he din go to the same hotel with chong..he choose E&O..and i heard he is in f&b

vincent ong: bartender mia kaki..work part time in TGIF..no doubt he has a good skill in flairing..jz know that he is in evergreen..but not sure which department he will actually in..

top left to right: zheng hao , calvin ooi
bottom left to right: nithia , sheriene

zheng hao: equatorial guy now..previosly he was in genting Inti...and training in those genting mia hotels before.but transfer back to penang..and he nid to train again..he is the only person who goes for Equatorial

nithia: one of the organizer for the party..she is indonesian as well..always play the role as our kakak in class...haha..well..she is nice and always helpful...and she ended in traders' housekeeping...

sheriene: main organizer of this party..she is the one who confirm the venue..invite all the lecturers...plan bout the party flow...and everything..thanks to her..we got a nice farewell memory...and..she is in rasa sayang..choose to be in recreation and Front office...

a picture with lecturer...
top left to right: nithia, boon haur, wei jian, hock kheng, nick, catherine, rachel
bottom left to right: jenny kosasih, kristy, harvender, miss chuah, calvin ooi

boon haur: aka bubu..."cute" guy who always mix with chong and nick...he is in traders as well...same with me ..in banquet deparment..

wei jian: duno wat to describe bout him..jz know that he also in evergreen..and has connection with the human resource ppl in there...

catherine: heard that she continue degree before finishing the training session.......

rachel: top top top student in my class...with super good result in spm and stpm, she choose this course...while i keep heard she complain tiring to be operation staff and wanna be management staff..thats the life to be a banquet member..

miss chuah: new lecturer who keep kena complain by student...somehow we have good relationship with her..going out to northem beach to dinner with her..then go her house to have wine and backstab ppl...

*high quality pictures end*

well..after the party, they plan to go somewhere...needless to say..it must be a place that got alcohol...so we go soho first...and mr sean follow us...and treat us one jar of long island tea...since soho is so full..we plan to go elsewhere

this is the time our class ppl split..chong and gang going to mois..while other stil not sure where to go..and by that time..mr daveen is already drunk...due to suck long island too fast..he is red totally..and very stim by that time..and i nid to take care of him...duno y..somebody teach me..."u dun nid a reason to help ppl"..since its a virtue ..so i did it...i jz simply hold him so that he wont stim stim until walk at the center of the road...and take follow him all around lu...

when come to such situation..i hate the most..as it will take long time to have the decision bout where to go...so..i left with daveen earlier..to go to the place they say they wanna meet there..while hock kheng, jen k, wei jian and kristy is going to mois...

so..end up only these ppl in the lil pathetic bar/ pub thing in chulia street...the name of the pub call BANANA...

andrew, johnson, nichole, soon yue, mr sean, han pin, calvin, emily, jenny ooi

at least the beer there is cheap..although we din really drink much..and..the time we reach there..its like after half hour since we left soho...and his ear stil red..

wel..after that...its pek zhao(strike alcohol) session..i duno how much i drink d...at least one bucket i think..since jenny ooi cheat me..said that wanna share a bucket with me at first..while after the beer come she say not feeling well and cant drink..so i hav to finish it...

well..back home around 2 i think..the daveen drop me back...although i stil not sure he is safe to drive or not and yet i let him drive...

its really a fun night...jz that they waste too much time on discussing where to go..thats the disadvantages of going out in big group..however we have fun at last ...so wont mind so much d...
its nice to have them as classmates...at least they are way better than having those A lvl classmates i think...

to be continue.....

2008-06-29T20:36:00.001+08:00

I was there all alone, in the dark maze.
Without knowing where I was,
not knowing where to go.
I was afraid of tomorrow, my eyes still cold.
But now, this worn out dream,
I can gently embrace.

conclusion for college life: part 1

2008-06-29T19:43:00.005+08:00

finally its final exam after a short one week study week..the exam week start from 16-06 to 20-06... i have paper everyday..and its just only one paper per day which i think cause no difficulty to us to study...

overall i think i done well coz i cant recall how i did the exam...if i really done bad i will definitely remember it until the time i see the result slip...well.the only subject that might worry me would be this..

since its theory with application question..so its bit tough to ppl like me who seldom do revision...i m not bookworm anyway..

the first day...

those who suppose to be punctual is not there to open the exam hall's door..so the whole course student is being stuck in the lil space between the lift and the hall...its hard to breath there....

thing become even "better" until ppl hardly can come out from the lift...and we stil waiting....then around 930++ the door is open...while we are told that the exam is gonna start at 9.00am....

after 5 days of wasting time..we finally finish our final exam..and we are told to go to a lecture room after the final paper..well..i think it must be those talk to encourage us study degree again..so that they can earn money...and things turn out to be like wat i think..and its a time wasting talk again..kdu is arrange such talk for us for like...4 times d including this one...really speechless...

well..the final day of final exam is the night for farewell..but somehow...somebody cannot attend the party

miss shimizu mari who gonna take the flight at night to fly to kl then to japan...

btw this is my 100th post..

to be continue........

bo sim mia update

2008-06-28T22:58:00.003+08:00

What Ong Lin Fung Means

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.

Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

to ghey foo again....

2008-06-26T17:43:00.004+08:00

to emphasize my thanks to mr ghey foo peng sheng..i would dedicate this two things to him

last but not least....wallpaper u in any other pc i touch...like how i did it in infinity

2008-06-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

伫立在夜中央
一个人确实比较孤单
流过的泪水
也只能累积在记忆里
而不能把你挽回

我明白
有多少次的相遇
就有多少次的分离
但你走了
周围就只剩下空气

生存是件痛苦的事
不能自然的扮演自己
少了你这条路
我很难走下去

还记得我们初次见面的那天吗
那个我们有着共同梦想的时候
而如今
我们渐渐陌生
太多改变在发生

也许我再也见不到你
也许我比你早离去
有太多也许
唯一确定的是
回忆会留在我心里

对着没有答案的明天
缅怀着那些追求梦想的日子
广阔的天空也帮不到我什么

数不清的思念
只能埋葬在时间里

thx foo

2008-06-25T12:55:00.005+08:00

ok..this is a post mainly bout a creature call foo peng sheng..so any entity or person who dislike or against him pls do not proceed..

its start from the night b4 the last day of my college class..there is 2 assignment due on the friday(13/06/08)...i finished one of the assignment ...a 1000 words essay...while doing the another one..marketing assignment...pc is a bit lag..then i restart..and..it jz cant go into window..which mean ...wtf...try few times...stil cannot...really frustrated and mad at that time

called my group member of the marketing assignment..its a 2 person assignment..ask him whether can borrow me his laptop..while the answer he gives its he lives too far from me(he is in lip sin area) so cannot bring to me....

so the solution i have now is...(1) go cc do lo..then tmr bring to college baru print..(2) continue be thick face and borrow laptop from ppl...

I just love my Ghey Gang fellows!
They are always there to back me up!
When anything happens, i will surely grab my mobile phone and type in the situation,
Add recipients of
P, L and Y.
Sent!

so...the answer i get is..nicholas choo and wei yi no laptop...while i only waiting for foo foo...in the end..foo gonna lend me his laptop..and willing to deliver to my house at the time around 11...its a rainning night...foo cant drive his lil green to come..he have to use car..while the petrol price jz increased to 2.7....for that moment i feel warmth in my hearth in such cold weather..foo is always the best person that would come to rescue..

foo in my room...installing program thing...

well..really nid to thank foo...if not i cant done my assignment also....

foo's laptop is not so young as him i think..thats y has some minor lil problem which not really will affect the overall performance of the laptop...

then i jz use his laptop while waiting for my pc to come back...since the keyboard cannot function well..so it nids double keyboard...

and..since it got double keyboard..i make it triple mouse

2 external with the one on laptop

Thanks Foo

*ps: actually should update this in my study week..but without my pc i cant upload the picture and doing update with foo's laptop...while after get my pc..a lvl exam finish..so bo eng 2 days..then while last few days i nid to study for exam...so it accrual til now...

24/06/08

2008-06-25T12:15:00.004+08:00

theres lot ppl blogging with diary style which talk bout their daily routine...so i experiment it with one post..pls kindly give comment..if can mean pls compare mine one with any other diary like blog which also written in chinese..

睡到自然醒
天空似乎延续我昨夜的心情
不再蓝，被乌云密布

下着的是细雨
断断续续的下着
细雨如丝，很久没看过雨了
下的雨会停，等久一点就会停
但我的忧愁却停不了

这是我的早晨
被晨雨唤醒
带一点灰色的开始

如常的，没吃早餐
这是种习惯
就像下雨天时
我总是会有些许伤感
是种改不了的习惯

喝了果汁
读了报纸
有点喜欢及讨厌这样子的生活
虽然可以很慵懒的在家里腐化
但不喜欢一个人的氛围

吃了午餐
对等下3点的事情竟然一点紧张也没有
听着重摇滚，把手机的照片放进电脑
不懂是我不在乎还是太平常心

2点多出发
去了traders
以为会有interview
结果却去上课

回到家
真的比较舒服
至少有东西可以吃
这是种矛盾的心情
不想呆在家
却懒得在外面浪费时间，钱

吃了晚餐，整理些东西
又出门了
行程好像很赶
去cc
去发泄

过了24小时
我还是摆脱不了昨夜的烂心情
没试过这样子
还好他们叫我出去
不然又是个借酒消愁的夜晚

笑了很多
虽然我们玩的是dota
需要很多专注力

结果对我来说不重要
胜败也只是个虚幻的名词
至少我的目标达到了
我发泄

过后去mcd坐
吃了些东西
说了些废话
就回家了
2点多了吧那个时候

到家
冲凉
睡觉
一天结束

to update list(2nd version)

2008-06-25T12:12:00.001+08:00

due to a very tight schedule...i m not capable to update any proper post yet..so ...now renew my to update list

1. post bout foo
2. conclusion for my college life
3. farewell party
4. genting trip
5. random thoughts
6. traders first experience and impression

notice

2008-06-15T23:33:00.001+08:00

no blog post will be update in the coming few days...as i will have my final exam in next week...5 days...well..i decide to stop blog for a while rather then get some manga then clean it and put on some word as a post..until then

review one movie

2008-06-08T21:02:00.010+08:00

since those 3 post i mention b4 nid some picture..therefore i would like to make a short update first...

i jz watched this movie..

obviously it is a thai movie..i download it using torrent..the one i got is with chinese subtitle..notice this movie from magazine review..and it actually won a lot of awards....

its a thai teenage romance movie...theater version is around 150 mins..while the director cut version is around 170 mins which consists of few more scene that will help to tell the story better..while the one i downloaded is theater version...

so let me introduce the actor first....

mario maurer...as Tong

witwisit hiranyawongkol aka Pitch..as Mew

the plot is mostly around them..talking bout their family..love..frens.... for the plot summary u can simply go wikipedia to get it..

The whole movie is just very simple..dun have bombastic scene or wat..or perhaps its the director's intention to keep things simple so that the audience can feel the movie....

its a boy love movie..which means homosexual...rudely said..gay..so...obviously its mew and tong together..while they not actually being boy fren and boy fren..i like the way this director deliver the love of homosexual..its just like mixture of many things...its not so straight forward like brokeback mountain which u can see sex scene...neither like taiwanese gay movie which u can see lots comedy or always only stick on the gay story...this film..love of homosexual is just like 20% overall..the movie start from their childhood time..while ended when Tong gives Mew a Christmas present to complete the present he given to him in their childhood time..

besides love of homo...one thing i felt interesting is..the relationship in family...Tong's family lost his sister in his childhood time therefore his father become alcoholic than wei yuan...then his mother nid to work to support the family..thats y lead to the plot where by she ask Mew to stop the relationship with Tong after found out they are gay together...coz she cannot stand the pressure anymore..jz think bout it..u lost ur daughter..then ur husband is alcoholic..while now ur son is gay..its like wtf....however...in the end she still gives Tong the freedom to choose ...her character just remind me of the movie rice rhapsody acted by sylvia chang..sylvia chang act as a mother who has 3 gay sons..its even wtf than tong's mother...just imagine that ur son invite u go to his gay wedding..then another one ask u go to his birthday party while all of the guests are gay...while ur last son boyfren name "batman".....

August

For frenship part...its stress on Mew...Mew founded a band name August....they have conflict...yet it resolve easily...and the band member even accept Mew even knowing that he gay with Tong..and in early part of the story..i think mew and tong stil has frenship...dun think they will gay in such early age.. Tong being beaten hardly coz he wanna protect mew..mew angry at Tong coz he gonna shift to other places....

there are few memorable scene in the movie..first is when mew telling tong how lonely he is after his grandma pass away...he express his loneliness but not in the shadyzissoalone-ish mia style...the loneliness at childhood is becoz dun have frens..while the loneliness of adult is coz by loveless...thats the definition he gives..for lonely

the second scene is the one Mew sing the ost ...gan lae gan..to tong in the party to welcome tang(pretend by June, while tang is lost long time ago)...mew is jz being totally 200 % gay with his eyes that like wan Tong to melt in his songs..to understand wat i am talking bout pls kindly watch this video

last but not least...the last scene that will like touch ppls heard like no tmr is the ending...hmm..i think i should not give too much idea bout how this movie end...so that ppl who interested can go find out themselves and to not waste time of those who not interested in it at all..

i dun wanna give too much spoiler as this movie is really worth the time..although its long than ordinary...so for those who like to watch movie..i suggest u to either go buy it or download it..but for those who only like only action movie like those angelina save the day style..then dun nid to waste time watch it..coz u will jz say boring..

conclusion : 我们应该喜欢一个人，而不是他的性别 ...we should love a person's personality not that person gender...

the trailer for director cut version

loss of motivation

2008-06-07T20:50:00.002+08:00

got few things i need to blog about
- post about foo
- bare back nick up
- make a conclusion for my college life

but...dun have motivation..perhaps i back to a status i hate the most..perhaps i wil blog eventually next week, my study week.

2008-05-27T00:58:00.000+08:00

Here In My Home - Malaysian Artistes For Unity

2008-05-25T19:52:00.002+08:00

quite a nice song...at least it is way better than those commercial chinese pop songs...

and u can download the song freely but legally from the website http://www.malaysianartistesforunity.info

Mother's Day

2008-05-17T20:55:00.004+08:00

its like almost one week d then only i update bout mother's day...

so...its jz a very simple day to us..din go out to celebrate...as we are not rich ppl that might make reservation in those expansive restaurant...my bro and his gf bought my mother flower with cards...while i cook her a simple dinner..

so this is the thing..i think cost about 150++...of coz my mum is so happy for it...

closer look of the bear...its looks like blue nose bear huh...

while for me..i cook this for my mum

spaghetti aglio olio with pan fried dory fish and salsa...not a very complicated or fancy one..while i cook for my self bolognise...

plagiarism

2008-05-14T16:30:00.003+08:00

《模范棒棒堂》艺人李铨，上月底在节目中自弹吉他，演唱一曲“堂歌”，节目还上字幕写“李铨自弹自唱自创曲《棒棒堂》”，被耳尖的网友踢爆，该曲旋律是日本天团X JAPAN的《Endless Rain》，李只是配上自创的中文歌词，因此在网路上毫不留情批评李铨抄袭，还有网友讽刺︰“相似度达9成，剩下的1成是唱太烂、弹太糟！”

李铨在节目中以吉他弹奏此曲，还配上搞笑歌词“我们这里有许多帅气的底迪，胖的瘦的矮的，甚至方的也有……”，现场来宾笑成一团。昨《模范棒棒堂》制作单位表示，李铨演唱前的确说到此曲源自X JAPAN，但因节目长度后制被剪掉，字幕又没交代清楚，未来制作上会更加严谨。该频道总监Andy看到网友留言后，日前已上网致歉，昨他说未来会更注意。

so..the news about some taiwanese good for nothing handsome boy who i think wendli like a lot...try to plagirarise X japan songs..telling this coz ghey foo cannot view chinese words..so i go youtube to check out the video....

according to ratio analysis..u cant determine that company performing good or not by jz having the data of that company..so we nid comparison now..and so i search for endless rain by X japan...

after making the comparison...its totally speechless towards to first one...feel disappointed bout that gang of boys...the only thing they famous for is plagiarism...last time is copy Greeeen's Ai no uta as their song...and now they challenge X japan...creative huh..

the time peng sheng start ghey....

2008-05-11T21:42:00.002+08:00

do u ever wonder since when ghey foo turn ghey? below is the answer..

a picture can tel one thousand words..so two pictures tell 2000 words d..and its all bout foo is ghey and he officialy come out from the closet at 0045 of 14/12/2006...hope he really can find his true love in de spark aka letsfuck...

really afraid sooner or later de spark institute will put one such sign...

El alquimista

2008-05-08T21:02:00.004+08:00

当你每天和一群人打交道时，
他们会变成你生命中的一部分。
他们会要求你改变自己来迁就他们，
如果你不是他们所期望的样子，
他们就会不高兴。
绝大多数人似乎都很清楚别人该怎么过活，
却对自己一无所知。

de spark

2008-05-05T21:47:00.004+08:00

event happen in de spark....

guys being punish for playing in class
and the punishment is sit up which is like high school style
and u can keep heard background music by those students
and u can spot ghey foo in the video at 0.26 sumthing
(foo said he is not yeng in the photo..so for those yengness photo pls kindly visit here, here, here, here, here and here. Pls be prepared when u open those link, its scary)

i m totally shock when viewing it....
the thing shock me more is the related video...

the mv of tell me by wonder girls.......

Its May already

2008-05-03T21:51:00.003+08:00

Its May already...my semester gonna end at the end of June..so fast...sigh...

but at least until now i still sure that i made a right and correct choice to study in kdu for the hotel management course...luckily i m not like those miserable ppl who simply choose up one course of a infamous college then end up transferring here and there...i din waste time at the very least...

my class they try to organize a farewell party..but dun think it will works well coz from sem 1 til now..any farewell stuff always fail..not most ppl wil go...complain bout this and tat...when the amount of ppl is increasing..the amount of problem increasing as well..so...really hope this time they can really do it...

and..now i have 2 assignments which nid to settle within this month..with 1 more presentation and 1 more assignment which is not reveal yet but coming soon i suppose...iz submit a marketing assignment this week..and again..found out what characteristic i hate from ppl...i hate ppl who like to blame...for example..they blame that insufficient time is given to complete the assignment..while i think we got one month++...jz cant understand them..if u are slow..pls work earlier..its jz like those noob in dota who always say they are new and noob while they actually play for quite a long time already..i dun mind new ppl..but i jz mind those ppl doing things without using brain..if u know u duno that thing well pls do preparation such like reading through those things b4 hence..to make the thing worse..they not even know how to read english and buying the wrong item...sigh..speechless bout those ppl...

been into j rock recently..glay...luna sea...x japan..gazette..antic cafe...like those heavy bass and hard hitting drummer...with fancy electric guitar...western guitarist or bassist wont do those trick like those japanese do it..not they can but is jz that they never think of doing so i think...at least those songs wont be down down or dull dull like most chinese song as an example like thos mr lim sing ghee like to listen one..not that chinese song is not nice..jz that they are mostly emo and potong stim..so..to prevent myself getting emo..i would love to make my room noisy with those rock songs..

nick say after he listen to this song he sim beh cheng....

on saturday

2008-04-22T20:08:00.007+08:00

actually i should update this post prior to the "education" post..but due to emo and feel that wanna release stress..so i update that wordy post first...

on last saturday..ghey foo asking me to go pc fair....but..of coz i wil go to a beach rather than pc fair..not gonna buy anything there...so no point going...

so..as wat i said..i went to beach on last saturday noon..its a cloudy day..but...was actually raining in farlim and greenlane area...make us worry that we nid to cancel the outing..but luckily as we moving down to town..its not raining...so...we manage to get to the beach safely...

its the beach beside penang swimming club...that beach is not so commercialized like other public beach..and also not so polluted..make it a good spot..and..no ppl is there..as in really no ppl is there when we went there...only our class ppl fool around...

not much of my classmates attend this outing..and yet they talk loud bout planning to go langkawi...so i suppose the plan to langkawi sure has some difficulty...but i always think that with lesser ppl u actually have more fun...din take much photo that day..coz i m wet..and my phone is not waterproof..and we dun have a waterproof camera there as well..

when i was there...the environment remind me of sea salt ice cream...for your information..sea salt ice cream...originated from Square Enix's game Kingdom Hearts 2..as the name sounds..its a ice cream of sea salt flavour..no idea how it wil be taste like..but i really wan to try it out..

the original version should be like the first one..ice cream with stick..and..when i google for photo online..only i know that..we can homemade a sea salt ice cream...like the one on the bottom...maybe i should try out one day..but making dessert is not my strong field...mayb i should ask ghey foo who pernah make ice cream b4 to make it..and the photo on bottom..its a homemade one...

back to the outing...having fun with lecturer and frens...really relaxing..soon we will graduate..and of coz we will going to diff places..therefore..its like the last few month we can outing together..sigh...

the sun is being block by cloud most of the time..wanted to get tanned but then my plan fail although i m the type tat easily get dark...maybe coz i m in the sea most of the time...after the beach..we went subaidah for dinner..chit chat there...back at 8 sumthing...

its a nice day..at least better than playing dota or going for movie....

Education

2008-04-21T19:48:00.009+08:00

First of all, no offence about this post...

as i mention in the title..this post gonna talk bout education..

Mr duno-wat-name once said that
'Success in life, HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH EDUCATION'

so i try to think bout wat this person talk about..is it actually education has nothing to do with successful in life?
so i try to get the meaning of education..as majority of all ppl around will do..i google it of coz..and again wikipedia is always the first option...so i would like to cut and paste from there..

Education encompasses teaching and learning specific skills, and also something less tangible but more profound: the imparting of knowledge, positive judgment and well-developed wisdom

source:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Education

Definition of Education
1. The act or process of educating or being educated.
2. The knowledge or skill obtained or developed by a learning process.
3. A program of instruction of a specified kind or level
4. The field of study that is concerned with the pedagogy of teaching and learning.
5. An instructive or enlightening experience

Source: http://www.thefreedictionary.com/education

in simple yet broken english, education is mean..it is something to do with knowledge, judgement and wisdom la...

then i go search about successful in life..but since it is a very subjective question...i cant get a accurate answer..so i think i should simply make a definition for it..

According to Mr Ong Lin Fung, a successful life means that a life which u die with no or few regrets and able to fulfill every needs of Maslow's hierarchy especially the need of actualization (for the detail information bout those needs, pls refer to psychology theory proposed by Abraham Maslow in his 1943 paper of A Theory of Human Motivation)

after defining two key phrase of the mr duno-wat-name saying, we can TRY to argue about that statement...

education gives us knowledge..from education we know that Earth got gravity...1+1=2...rainbow got 7 colours..the meaning of each words...history of countries..and bla bla bla...and from the knowledge we have we able to make a suitable decision according to situation...

As an example, budget foo would compare price around if he wanna buy something..coz he dun wan to let those businessman earn his money too much..becoz he got the knowledge of math..he know actually RM39.90 and RM40.00 got big differences..so he would choose the RM39.9 one in order to save the RM0.10..and dun forget that education also deal with "instructive and enlighten experience" so budget foo will do research on the items he wanna buy and try to stunt the promoter if the promoter is noob than him..doing a research either online or through asking frens would let u gain knowledge about items u concerned..therefore budget foo can compare the quality features by the RM39.9 and RM40.00 items if the item is manufacture by diff company..

so..base on the example above..we can see that knowledge is important in our life..for budget foo..losing RM0.10 means a lot to him..so if he really lost that, it would be like a big black dote in his life and making his life not so successful if compare to he save the RM0.10..so..indirectly, education actually has something to do with a succesful life..without knowledge u cant make a precise decision..as u might simply choose express pre-U course and ended with result u hiam a lot..

in conclusion..education is necessarily in a successful life but of coz a successful life also need other component such as luck..opportunity and other macro environment factor...

but..the most fair thing in this world is having all those unfair things around..only naive ppl would believe that the world is not fair becoz it is not fair..i m not intelligent obviously..but with my retarded brain..i could understand that..only with those unfair..the world will be fair.. a rich guy might has lots money..but maybe he duno wats paternal, maternal and fraternal love...so it is actually fair...

some ppl get to study oversea while some not..study locally is not bad..its cheap and sufficient to survive though..but study oversea actually has more advantages..first..u get to experience a country, culture..food..language..tradition...second..u get to know more ppl..especially foreigner..when u know more ppl from diff places..it will helps to broaden ur sight and educating u to be more mature..third...a better opportunity for future career..jz imagine two ppl holding a monash cert..one monash kl another one is monash aus..imagine when the interviewer asking bout"where u study for your uni/college" aus and malaysia really make a big differences...

i dun mean that study locally cant survive yet it will be harder to start off in a international company..everyone knows the standard of malaysia education..jz talk bout plagiarism..even though it is stated in the college rules and regulations that students who done plagiarisms would be kick from college..yet i see lots plagiarisms in all colleges..lecturer jz like dun bother bout it..yet those ang mo country is actually very stress on this matter ..so..study locally also can lead to a successful life one..

Last but not least, No Offence to anyone please..

No hard feelings about this post..

And dun beh syok me k..?

thank you =)

*wanted to update this post for long time d..but was bz for my assignment so..now only i update lo..

holiday

2008-04-18T17:10:00.005+08:00

The wine assignment i submitted...around 91 pages...actually i think it can be more..jz that i lazy to do to much for a mere 20% assignments..and i din use double spacing or 1.5 line spacing...so it end up jz below 100...its like the thickest assignment i ever accomplish in my whole life until now...

the facial expression of ghey foo getting a new Ferrari's model cars from Shell...got the photo from star paper

my holiday officially starts now..one week holiday..its actually a student activities week...the school organize a trip to singapore..for the Food Hotel Asia expo..i dun register for it..as no money..it cost RM450...other expenses is not included also..and i heard..currency of singapore is getting expensive...its like RM3 for 1 sg dollar..so..i get a one week to stay at home and sleep...

not actually plan wat to do in the coming holiday..mostly will prefer to stay at home and sleep..long time din get a good rest...maybe wanna cook something in the holiday...maybe go buy some books...maybe watch movie...maybe back to clhs for the spm cert...maybe.................

one thing for sure..tmr i wil going to beach..with my classmates...its jz a simple outing..yet many of them cant go..duno y...maybe they wil melt under the sun or perhaps their cosmetics is not waterproof...so end up jz like one third of the class going....long time din go to the beach d..the last time i been to beach is in Jan i think...join the A lvl apartment stay....

Enneagram Test Results

2008-04-17T15:11:00.002+08:00

being inspired by miss cloud-fly blog's entry bout enneagram..i surf online and take one of the personality test..and below is my result...my opinion..the test is quite accurate..

Main Type	Overall Self

Enneagram Test Results

Type 1	Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Type 2	Helpfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Type 3	Image Focus	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Type 4	Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Type 6	Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Type 8	Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Type 9	Calmness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%

Your main type is 1
Your variant is social

知识 vs常识

2008-04-14T20:53:00.005+08:00

知识很重要，常识更重要。知识是碗，常识是饭，没有碗照样可以吃饭，但没有饭，要碗来做什么。

--李纯恩

quite bz

2008-04-13T20:54:00.004+08:00

jz finished the beverage study assignment today...talking bout wine...Spanish wine...choosing Spain as the country to focus is not a wise decision....as in..even u want to copy and paste..the text which is helpful all are in Spanish..and u either nid to use translator for it or jz dun use it....Doing a wine assignment..not really develop my love towards wine..mayb i m not old enough yet..or maybe i know i cant afford it yet...

when doing assignment..u can know..wats the characteristic of ppl around you..first and foremost..u can identify those kia su ppl...who always wanted to pawn everyone and be owning always...of coz..my class does have such ppl...its a she..so she jz stress her group to do this and tat..do all those extra stuff..in order to impress the lecturer...besides that, she is good in acting..when we ask her hows her progress of the assignment..she say not finish yet..while lecturer checking the assignment..her group is the group that has almost 90% complete...speechless...

second..u can see those those helpful ppl who willing to share with you how they do their assignment and exchanging idea to make the assignment better..luckily majority of my class is the second type...while only one spoil spotter..

the wine assignment is a group work..while i know i can do way better if i do it alone..doing group work is always so tiring..u nid to wait A settle his part..then B to arrange all things first..then only u can get their part and see wat to correct...and..obviously my course is not A lvl which consists of all those genius and intelligent..so..the correction to make is even more than average...and in the end..i m like cover the whole assignment..sienz...not complaining about my group ppl do nth..while jz the thing they do cant satisfy my needs of quality...so...its my fault also..how i wish i can work with top students like ghey foo or nick choo..haih..

i wil have a holiday soon..jz one week break...from 21 onwards...means coming week is my last week b4 break...at least i can get a rest...jz want to do nothing at home and dun get up early...
few grapes are added in this post...those are grapes from Spain..while they have very different name and taste..while in the outlook they are almost same....and i look at those grapes..wine..vineyard...map part..for more than 18 hours last few days...

让国人最爽的六个 Malaysia 极品笑话

2008-04-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

１、Pak Lah, Najib And Sami Vellu 同坐直升機巡視。
Sami Vellu 說：'如果我丟一千塊下去，撿到那一個人一定很高興。'
Najib 說：'如果我丟兩張五百元下去，那就有兩個人很高興了。'
Pak Lah 說：'如果我丟十張一百元下去，就有十個人很高興了。'
這個時候 ........
駕駛員喃喃自語地說：'何不把自己都丟下去，讓兩千一百萬人都高興呢？'

2、Sami Vellu 希望提高自己的聲望，想要發行一款有自己肖像的郵票.....
發行過了一個多月之後，Sami Vellu 想要問看看視察看看銷路如何.....
Sami Vellu ： '銷售情形怎麼樣？'
郵政總局局長：'還算不錯，只不過常常有人抱怨黏不牢！
Sami Vellu ： '怎麼會呢？' Sami Vellu 隨手拿了一張郵票，塗了一點口水在郵票
背面，便試貼在信封上 ....
Sami Vellu ：' 這樣不是黏得很緊嗎？'
郵政總局局長： '可是......大家....都把口水吐在正面啊 ......'

3、深夜，Najib 去買宵夜，結果在路上遇到搶匪 …
搶匪拿著槍指著 Najib 說：' 把身上的錢交出來！'
Najib 勃然大怒說：'你這什麼態度？我可是堂堂Vice Prime Minister 耶！'
搶匪：'喔，那……把我的錢還來。 '

4、某天，Prime Minister 、Parliment members...等大官一起參加一個會議，結果
發生連環車禍，送至醫院急救，記者們聞風趕至醫院....
稍久，醫生出來了，記者忙著問'醫生！醫生！Prime Minister 有救嗎？'
醫生沮喪的搖搖頭說：'唉 ..Prime Minister 沒救了...'
記者又問：'醫生！醫生！Najib 有救嗎？'
醫生又沮喪的搖搖頭說：'唉 ....也沒救了...'
記者就問：'那 ....到底誰有救？'
醫生精神一振說： 'Malaysia 有救了！'

5、有一天Sami Vellu 往某家精神病院視察，所有的病人都站在走廊上高聲歡呼，
Sami Vellu 萬歲！Sami Vellu 萬歲！
只有一名病人面無表情，對Sami Vellu 不理不睬。
Sami Vellu 看到了，問院長說：'那位病人為什麼不對我歡呼呢？'
院長：'因為他今天精神非常正常。'

6、一輛競選車載著Sami Vellu 競選團隊開到鄉村去造勢，不幸在山間小路上翻車。
正在農田作活的老農民看見這情景，就趕到出事地點，可是車上的人都死光了。
于是他挖了一個土坑，把幾個政客都埋了。
過了幾天，負責事故勘察的警察找到那個老農民，問他那幾個政客到哪里去了，老農
民說己經埋了。
警察趕緊追問：'他們都死了嗎？ '
老農回答說：'嗯…，我看到Sami Vellu 在我埋他的時候大叫說他還沒死。'
警察說：'那你怎麼也把他埋了？'
老農說：'你知道的嘛? 這個Sami Vellu 從不說實話。

Assignment week...not really got time to make a better update......

Forever love

2008-04-01T22:27:00.003+08:00

addicted to the song forever love of X japan recently...very classical song i suppose...X japan..a band which disbanded at 1997 and reformed at last year..and the video above..is their last live at 1997..though they having their last concert calling Last Live..but actually this stage is their last live b4 they disbanded..choosing the above vid to post..does not mean that its the best quality or wat...Toshi, the vocalist, sounds not so well..coz they jz finish their concert b4 going for the nhk annual show..so jz imagine u nid to sing a last song after u screaming and singing for 3 hours++...and..that video has chinese subtitle..helps to understand the touching lyric...was searching for the video in youtube the other day..typed forever love..X japan video come first than leehom or the ang mo songs...suddenly..their songs become my favourite..although the song age might older than me..

cin cai update

2008-03-30T21:56:00.004+08:00

the not-motivate-to-do-anything syndrome still with me..so..jz simply update for now..recent life is boring..thats undeniable..finished mid term..waiting for the result...start doing assignment but the progress is not fast after all..

a few of my classmates having their birthday in march....we celebrate for them of coz...
a very decorative basket with...ingredients for making mushroom soup..fresh mushroom..the cream...canned mushroom..and the accompaniment garlic bread as well...present for the first person...

this is the second birthday gal..her ending is not so good like the first one...after the blow the candle..u can imagine how good we treat her..by pushing her towards the cake..its not a cake for eat..its a cake for crush...so..she end up to be a cake...i was not there..after taking this photo..i back to classroom d...knowing that some cake fight would be happening outside..they done all this thing in the car park..

i like to cook..i like chicken gordon blue..i like to see the melting cheese slowing moving out from the hole...yet...not really think that cook will be my future career...or should i say..i like food..

accidentally went there...ghey foo take a wrong turn and we end up there..a place where i think 99% of penang chinese wont go...the 1% is muslim..Masjid Negeri...pass there everyday..but this is for the first time i enter it..by the way...recently a Dutch politician released a movie about Islam..name Fitna...should go check it out in youtube...lazy to paste here...

life time partner...some ppl might abuse alcohol as a tool for them to forget sumthing..yet i drink it as enjoyment..chilling beer is always the best choice at late night..at least is better than sweety coke..after study bout beverage..then only i know..the beer in our country is really so limited...

kdu toilet...no comment..

mid term

2008-03-17T23:43:00.006+08:00

so its mid term again..so fast time passing...its march of 2008..it makes me recall that i was jz ended my ns training and get my spm result then join kdu..so soon kdu have the march intake...
talk bout mid term..duno y..jz lose the form to study..duno its too easy or i am too unmotivated...its like a unsolved mystery to me...for some time i would be no form..losing it for duno why and duno how to get it back..

tomorrow would be the first day of my mid term..having food costing..the test have theory and math..theory.i jz gone through for not more than 30 mins..then maths...i not even doing revision for that..coz i believe it wont be so hard..if not how ppl pass it?or should i say i hope i wont be so hard..it sounds more humble...

then more beverage..it looks like got many things to study and to memorize..but then..not really started the study yet...will study it on thursday the public holiday when some ppl use it for demonstration...

life in college is getting boring..but at least my class have gals..compare to some garage..and got mass comm gals for us to spot as well..compare to some sparkplug...kdu is a good college..but then the fee is increasing years by years..when the time i join for hospitality..its 25k..now..its 27k..besides that they also suck blood by increasing the LAN subjects fee...my intake is 200 but now its 250...and i heard..two year b4 my intake, its only 130..so...u see how much they earn huh..

been looking at this image frequently recently...

i m not pro for sure...jz that its more like playing it coz dun wan to keep reject ppl..and of coz i m not those lamers who always talk loud bout how godlike they perform in the games...or to give thy ownself a nickname which taken from the characters of this game...at least this game gives somebody a new prefix..tank foo...

鑑定結果

2008-03-13T00:29:00.002+08:00

Myidk.com鑑定結果

您的精神年齡43歲

與您實際年齡差24歲

幼稚度28％

成熟度75％

老化度42％

gai..old d

2008-03-11T21:48:00.002+08:00

New era

2008-03-09T19:36:00.003+08:00

so..as everybody knows...dap took penang....this is like this first time for them to admin a state..while in the past they might jz stand for a little parliament or DUN seat...and now..they pawn the whole penang...hope they can do well..

last night...keep go in to malaysiakini site...server super bz..i keep refresh..as a pro-opposition website..it did give faster coverage than the pro-government media like tv3, 8tv or astro...or should i say...those pro-government media not willing to report how godlike dap won...as an example...karpal singh won with the majority vote of 21k ...koay kak hua..really nid to back to sell koay kak d...and..Teresa Kok has won her Seputeh parliamentary seat with an unprecedented 36,564 majority..mean while in Petaling Jaya ...Tony Pua of dap..defeat Chew Mei Fun of mca with the majority of 19k...these area share a same characteristic...chinese is majority in these areas..and of coz..last but not least..samy finally gone and said goodbye..its a relieve for malaysia..at least our citizen vote wisely..

but of coz i stil doubt that whether this election is bersih or not..which mean is it fair and square?

Uncounted ballot boxes in Lembah Pantai

There are another 14 ballot boxes that have not been counted in this parliamentary seat, throwing a spanner in the victory achieved by PKR’s Nurul Izzah against incumbent Shahrizat Abdul Jalil.

where this boxes come from? hmm..mayb its not technical problem..its created..so that Nurul Izzah will defeat by that aunty..

so...tmr onwards..penang gonna have new government...hope its a good start..we put our hope on them..hope that they wont disappoint us...

last but not least

2008-03-07T20:52:00.002+08:00

A simple trivia :
Question: How often do you see those politicians clean the drain/visit the market/tend to the sick?
Ans : Simple! Once every 4/5 years!

DAP election song

華社將面對失去華人部長職位的局面

（檳城6日訊）首相拿督斯里阿都拉表示，如果國陣華基政黨的候選人在大選全盤皆輸，那么華社將面對失去華人部長職位的局面。

他說，國陣華基政黨一旦失去華人的支持，當他們不再具有代表性時，將無法保留目前享有的華裔部長職位。
「如果全部輸的話，怎么可能還保留（華裔部長職位）呢？」

最强的原因，为什么绝对要投反对党一票

【拉玛克里斯南撰述／陈利威翻译】
对马来西亚人来说，第12届全国大选非常关键，它将决定国家的方向，影响国家的民主。更重要的是，选举成绩将决定这个国家世俗政体的地位，因为它受到了巨大的威胁。极端分子的主张正急速地推动回教议程，忽视这个国家多元的特征；他们完全排除了过去的社会契约，即各个群体互相协调，在有得有失的体谅中，从多元文化与宗教获取独立。腐蚀已经开始不同的群体与人们，付出与贡献了今时今日的国家。我们的力量，来自于我们曾经以共同合作和协商的精神，来分配不同利益和福利给于所有马来西亚人。这些继承的精神，正受到一些以单一群体利益压制他人的政治人物，威胁共享的团结。当这样的立场，可以让他们获得个别群体的欢迎，却为这个国家美好未来带来了危险的讯号。我们的民主空间正在消失。我们不能够讨论关系到自身的课题，因为有些人反对那些讨论；我们不能和平地游行来表达本身的诉求，因为警方将使用强硬的手段来解散那民主行为；我们不能出版任何东西，除非有准证；我们不能自由成立组织，除非获得注册；我们不能到法庭挑战行政机关，因为这个权力被剥夺了；我们无法获得电视与电台的时段，来批评政府。这些－－还有很多－－已经从我们身边拿走了。我们的司法处于令人羞愧的状况。让人惋惜，这个维护正义、崇高的机关，被个别要维护本身权利与地位的政客所摧毁。

那么地明显，它正被一些没有分寸的人士腐化，只服务权威。反之，诚实与受到尊敬的法官，却被忽略排挤，以让司法屈服在行政机关之下。一般人寻求正义的希望，也成了疑问。我们的教育制度下跌到惊人的水平。它不再是一个被视为可以训练年轻心智，培养未来国家领袖，让他们有正确的知识与价值观，成为一个健康、成熟、有思考能力以及关怀公民的场所。学校是如此极化到无法反映这个多元文化的国家面貌。让人惋惜，马丽娜马哈迪（MarinaMahathir）在她《星报》的专栏中写道，她把孩子转换到其他学校，因为国民学校已经沦为马来学校。

更多失望与担忧我们的国会已经变成非常令人失望。我们选出来的代表，不像从前的代议士般懂得国会传统，尊重民主和拥有鲜活的辩论精神。他们在没有情绪化底下，进行言辞交锋。这些日子，辩论成为互相嘶喊，加上一些无聊笑话，以及令人惊讶的性别歧视言论。一些有良知讲真话的议员，将会因所谓的政党界线而被处罚，就像两位国大党的议员，以及国阵后座俱乐部主席沙里尔。糟糕的是，国阵主导的国会，过去数年一直通过出卖我们基本权利与自由的议案。原本应该代表维护国家与人民利益，国阵控制的国会修改议案来让行政机关权力过大。我们过去50年的团结，不是加强了，反而弱化到让人担忧的地步。

这是一个灾难，现在我们比以前更分化。公共政策与实践加深这个鸿沟。人们觉得受到歧视，不只非马来人，马来人也如此，尤其谈到合约、执照、优惠、贷款和奖学金时，只有进入那些朋党的口袋。当我们批评英国实施分化与统治的时刻，国阵把这个手段发展到了极致来巩固本身的权力。贪污渗透到我们整个制度里。贪污导致马币数十亿元的损失，牺牲贫穷者获得发展与帮助的机会。我们把财富浪费在没有公开招标的计划，以及在分发合约的中间人，马币数十亿元就这样很神秘地消失掉，以及在还有更多失败的计划和合约里。虽然扫除贪污的口号响彻云霄，却没有看到这个弊端的消除。各位选民，这个国家弊端的名单还可以继续下去。重点是，我们还要继续吗？

我们需要作决定。他们需要强势委托吗？过去的选举中，国阵常寻求强势委托。这个委托一直没有中断过。事实上，上一次的委托史无前例，国阵获得了91%的国会议席。这样前所未有的委托，为人民带来了什么呢？在哪一方面，它对国家有利？强大委托，带来了强势政府。但却没有带来公平的政府。它让政客更强大，却没有确保与维护人民的基本权利和自由。就是这个巨大的委托，造成了我们的人权被褫夺，让我们成为没有权利的一群。就是这个强大委托，让国阵政府如此固执，以及在政策上对贫穷与没有权力者不公平。他们真的需要更强大的委托吗？答案肯定是不！我们不需要强势政府。我们需要政府而已，而一个公平的政府不需要强势委托。

另一点需要思考的是：这个强势政府如何变得如此傲慢和不体恤？很简单，那是因为国会没有强大在野党。没有强大在野党来提供监督和平衡，没有在野党来逼使政府更公平处理一切，没有强大在野党来防止联邦宪法的随意修宪拿走我们基本的人权与自由，没有强大在野党来确保政府政策上的公正与平等。敬爱的选民们，请投民主一票。投出更强大的在野党，投否决三分之二的多数。做出这个决定，然后，您将看到下一届国会不一样了。不要让自己失败。不要让这个国家衰败。

拉玛克里斯南（P. Ramakrishnan）是国民醒觉运动（Aliran Kesedaran Negara）主席，本文原载《激流月刊》（Aliran Monthly）2008年第28卷第1期。

大选

2008-03-06T01:11:00.000+08:00

再转变，变的只会是石油的价钱
投火箭，也不能真的改变

安全和平繁荣
应该不会是我们时代里会发生的事情
罪案天天发生，敏感话题依然牵动着全民的情绪
繁荣的定义到底是人民赚的钱多，还是政府吸的钱多？
为何在这么重要的政治宣言里，司法公正却不被提及？
可能国政没有的东西，他们不想提起吧，但说出来的也不见得他有
太多不可思议

投火箭，华裔的力量会不见
投马华，又不见得华裔真的有力量
华教需要的是雪中送炭，不是锦上添花
派糖果，永远是治标不治本的贱招

不唱高调，只求成效
这是个烟幕，实际上是，只唱高调，不求成效
看各大报章，电视广告，无不是政治宣传的广告
这又何尝是不唱高调
而所谓的成效也只惠及冰山一角，那又怎称得上有成效
再者，最让我想打人的，非那说警察有效率的广告莫属
而事实是，大马警察，犹如空气似有若无的存在，当你违规驾驶时，他便会出现，要罚你钱
当有罪案发生时，他总不在你身边。无言

施氏食獅史

2008-03-02T00:03:00.001+08:00

《施氏食獅史》是一篇由趙元任所寫的設限文章。全文共九十一字（連標題九十六字），每字的國語發音都是shi。《施氏食獅史》這篇短文都能看懂，可是如果你讀給別人聽，他是無論如何也聽不懂的！

《施氏食獅史》
石室詩士施氏，嗜獅，誓食十獅。施氏時時適市視獅。十時，適十獅適市。是時，適施氏適市。氏視是十獅，恃矢勢，使是十獅逝世。氏拾是十獅屍，適石室。石室濕，氏使侍拭石室。石室拭，氏始試食是十獅。食時，始識是十獅，實十石獅屍。試釋是事。

注意︰只用一個發音來敘述一件事，除了中文，怕是再無其他語言能做到了。

29 of Feb

2008-02-29T21:12:00.005+08:00

Shirley Temple which looks very nice

definitely today is a special day..as in today is 29 of Feb...once in four years...and today only i know that ppl who born on this date is call leaplings..but..its jz same shit different day..stil nid to get up early for today 9 am class...things are better yesterday...when i woke up and read the sms my colleagues sent me..about the lecturer is on medical lift...its like a good beginning of the day...i was thinking that whether i can skip his class or not..coz thats the only 2 hour class for thursday...while knowing he is off..i jz continue my sleep until noon...no idea y i m so sleepy..
ok..back to the 29th..this thing actually not plan on purpose...there are some crisis going on while we having our class...the international students are gathering in front of the principal office to complain that they learn nothing this week..as their lecturer..one go honey moon, one on lift..other 2 having class..so their whole week class is like cancel..then my lecturer is going out and busy around see whether can "settle" it or not..

after a while things gone better..then he back to class and we play Word Association...i jz bet Ghey foo know this game about or not...it is jz simply say a words that associate with the previous word..such like white is associate to nurse or doctor..while words start with C or S is forbidden to be use...ppl who lost need to stand against the wall like this..

after that, they are being ordered to wear sunglasses and walk around the college...as actually today is the day that our lecturer ask us to bring along our sunglasses and wear it around the college in order to CREATE A TREND...while majority of them not bringing or not having...so he jz using this way to force them create the trend...the moment they walk out from the classroom...everyone in the cafeteria is in OMG/WTF mode...with the stunt face...

when they reach the cafeteria..

"lets line up and take some picture"

so...they jz sit there and let us take photo..

its not a really amusing things or wat..but at least it makes today special..last time we have a pink day and now we got sunglasses day...wow...it seems so twisted and crazy..but we have lots fun...

about election

2008-02-28T19:39:00.004+08:00

watch it u have time..and u will know...wat an umno

*at least i post something that...really have point for u to menrenung sejenak..rather than some plain la la la song in some pointless blog..

烦

2008-02-28T19:01:00.000+08:00

止水
起了涟漪
只因为你

波动
无常的情绪
失控

不明白
什么是爱
迷路

徘徊
幸福的门外
等待

喜欢你
比石沉大海
更寂静

心烦
说不清原因

仮面ライダーキバ

2008-02-27T20:31:00.003+08:00

so..while waiting for The Next...i come a cross the latest kamen rider...kamen rider kiva...

its the rider for this year...vampire like rider..which totally lost the main elements of kamen rider...kamen rider suppose to be sumthing that relates to bugs..such like grasshopper or beetle..while this one is bat...summore the belt..can talk..which totally like a toy..lets have a look bout how he henshin..

the bat thing bite him..then something crawl around his body then he henshin(this remind me bout sasuke)..and wat more...the fangire thing(antagonist) can take out his sword and fight..the new rider kick..so dramatic..have some cgi summore....and..even got a dragon things to eat the spirit of those fangire...no comment on it yet..as havent watch a full episode yet..

but one thing make me curious..is bout the main actor of the series..he is 瀬戸康史(Kouji Seto)..i simply Google his name..and then i found his blog..the style he blogging is the style heartless nick wanted to learn from...picture then add with words...pls kindly proceed to his blog to see what actually ks nick(ks nick= heartless nick) like to...http://blog.watanabepro.co.jp/setokoji/

Distance - Long Shot Party

2008-02-26T19:46:00.003+08:00

opening song from naruto anime...wait so long for its full version
a song with cheer up effect to me...
the lyric is more to how they pursue their own dreams
while reminding his fren...to continue the journey...

皆様，元気出して

叹

2008-02-24T01:54:00.000+08:00

望着天
思念一片片
无言

感慨
似水流年
留不住昨天

追忆
从前

生查子

2008-02-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

去年元夜时，花市灯如昼。月上柳梢头，人约黄昏后。
今年元夜时，月与灯依旧。不见去年人，泪湿春衫袖。

作者: 欧阳修

a joke

2008-02-18T01:19:00.003+08:00

saw this joke on newspaper few days before...corruption or bribery in malaysia is just illusion..

Wat i have done in CNY

2008-02-14T19:40:00.006+08:00

drink red wine like no tmr...duno how many bottles i finished...but at least i din drunk or addict to alcohol like wei yuan do

visit relatives houses...and see some super expansive action figure..like the one below..cloud strife in kindom hearts..and also many other gundam...dint take photo for the gundam..coz i m not interested in it..

went alex ewe house..first time to experience..wat mean rich...

send alison off on sunday morning...reach the airport at 6am i think...went to the airport..jz to find out the plane is delayed.. mas really lousy...she is going melbourne but not the city area...la trobe uni...i think she wil be fine there..as in..money can solve every problem..

and..its like many ppl going off recently..to aus..maybe coz the orientation week of aus uni start d...

went to a vegetable farm on that sunday..dint sleep for that day..super stim..walk around the farm..nth really outstanding...

went to the popular kek lok si at that sunday night...its been duno how many years d...not even can recall when is the last time i been there..and i never been there in cny time...coz too many ppl...and since that night no me driving..so..i jz go..took some time to go up there..too many cars..too many ppl..and i think mostly is KL ppl..coz keep see car with plate that carry W instead of P...enjoy the scenery there..and then jz go home..whole day no nap no sleep..really tired..

saw somebody sitting on the floor and take picture..i suppose he is reporter...

not really gamble in this new year..no form ..and dun think that i m lucky enough to win..summore i am not so addicted to gamble stuff..not really doing much things in this new year..duno why..now jz wait to bai ti gong...