lazy to update

well..working consumed much of my time..and yes, i do have my free time which now i mostly use for sleep and nap..no any interesting movie that could catch my eyes and lure me to cinema right now..

its a sunday, suppose to be a carefree and relaxing day..however, the day before it is saturday, which the restaurant i work in can be fully book easily even though the average check per cover is like rm200++..and as usual, its fully booked yesterday and as usual, turn over quite a few of tables..running start from 8pm til 12am.. while finish work at 215am...so thats my saturday this week.. reach home at almost 3....and such saturday actually just make my sunday gone...i need sleep..thats all i know..

start work for almost 6 months now...learn a lot of things..whether its on working wise or the lesson of life...if u ask me i like my job or not..i wil say yes..its fucking tiring, its got lots issue everyday, we need to recover shit that other ppl done, we always ot...so what ? i get paid fairly and i got exp from that..sooner or later i wil leave..not sure when wil i do so but at least after 1.5 years i think..see hows the situation going on...

lazy to keep update my blog...just plain lazy to do so..i dun like to give excuse that i busy for this and that so i dun update...many things happen daily..some i hope i could record it down..but i wil just forget bout it normally...

stil a long way to go...

before i forget

well..emily jz remind me of few things when we chat jz now...sum how i already forgot many things i said or persevere for before...

so i was thinking..maybe i should record down...wat i m now..to remind the future me..not to sway to far away and become another person..and to remember wat is the lin fung's way of doing things...

i never believe in ppl how wil late for some normal outing or even important ocassion or working shift...as to me they are not honest and would not keep to their promise...well not to talk about the responsibility part...

i work in service industry..and i like it..coz to me..when the customer smile or say thanks to me..i wil feel ****(i forgot the word to describe such feeling, though i mention it before to others, its a word describing a feeling of satisfied and being appreciated)...

the reason i might prefer f&b instead of other department is becoz only here got food...

i do save and control my expenditure but when comes to things i wanna buy, i wil just buy it without survey much and regardless of the price as long as i can afford and left some money in my account..

i dun mind help ppl, i just dun like being take advantage by others..

i wanna keep learning...i always feel that i m not good enough in everything

some tradition is meant to be follow, but some, i wil just wish to change it..

being alone is fine..its better than spending time with ppl that u not wish to

i rather have a lil of good, instead of a lot of shit (inspired by my restaurant chef, comment towards the oyster)

i do enjoy normal food, as long as its hot enough

i hate ppl who not reply ur sms ( i dun mean immediately)..its jz too rude like ppl talking to you and u just ignore that person..

i dun keep porn in my phone...like like those get caught by police becoz of this

i duno where i wil go in the future..but definitely i wil miss penang

i wil only die for a leader i think he or she deserve for it..other than that i wont give full force

i think thats all for now...wil update this list in future i suppose..as i think i already forget much bout lin fung...

17/08/09

went out early in the morning...back to my high school to meet with my teacher last time..have a short talk and i stroll around the school for a while then left d..nth much changes there...stil the same old scenery with diff ppl...jz feel i m like very old when i spot those students' student number start from 8, while mine one start from 5....really have lots thoughts when being there again after so long time..things changed...ppl come and ppl go..its just like a river, flow endlessly..

wel..after that go into town..park at gurney and go G hotel to see my fren..well seriously just see him but dint talk to him..working wat..dun wanna disturb him too much..have a walk in gurney new wing..well nth much to comment..i m not tat kind who really into shopping and new things...just look look see see...

for lunch..i have it in new world park with my coursemate...wat to do..i miss out the reunion which held one day earlier in sunset bistro...just gossip and eating for that one hour..haha...its just like back to those time when we go out together and have lunch after finish class and dun wanna eat in the college...

after tha gossip session, another coursemate call up and said can pick up my certificate in kdu d...then drive to kdu and simply park my car in the visitor parking there...just wanna get my cert fast...and again..met some more old pals there....follow them with their car for their lunch after i get my cert..

not eating of coz..just have a drink while they enjoying their chicken rice..again..have some talk along the way + when we are there + the time we head back to college coz me and my another fren car is in the college...well as usual listen to their complain of kdu...duno how true it is but i would say the hospitality school now is different with last time...lots changes? or my perception makes me think like that.. i do not sure..its good to hang out with them..feel like i m young once more..lol like i m a student again..but not a person started career life...

back to home after that...its jz like review my short life in this morning to noon..first the high school..which i spend five years with numerous ppl who they might rmb me or might not..plenty of craze and memorable moments there, thats like teenage life which always out of control to do wrong things and dun take resposibility seriously..then to the college life...a stepstone for future, a place where i build up my knowledge and ready for working..not much crazy things anymore but its a close relationship we build together between each other by experienced ups and downs and live together.. the bond between our coursemates is tighten by our restaurant operation in col, the 2 weeks we spend together in pj, our industrial training and of coz the time we have in the college itself..though its like a very short time, a almost 2 years course, but we are like very close old frens...

then now is working..a life totally different with the past.. a challenging yet tiring life...learning process in here is self paced..if u stop..u wil stop..no one wil motivate u to continue ur learning and u wil become like machine who work just for the purpose of working..jz afraid i become a corpse in the future..i would not know...the uncertainty is too high...

i m stil like 50-50 now..half a student, with playful mind and dun care bout much thing, just wish to have a peaceful life and waste time always..while another half is working personnel, who want to get job done, serious, despise those playful and not serious guy who always slack around..its just way too complicated of myself..currently just wanna earn more money to stablize my financial status and gain experience to prepare myself for career advancement..both these short term goals sounds not so short terms anyway...gonna be persist in getting wat i want, if not gonna lose way like some others...

conclusion for college life : part 3 aka convocation

well.. just attended the convo today... purposely take leave and come back for it...

held at traders hotel penang..means i get to see those banquet staff i work with before as well...
when reached the hotel..jz feel like back to a place where i know a lot..know where the doors and way and the shortcut to each places..

i din not attend the rehearsal which they done one day earlier...so basically i m clueless bout wat to do there...after register myself and get the gown...go into the changing room and ask ppl to help me wear the gown....then start to move around to chit chat with those old frens...man its like years din see them..and of coz take picture..though i not really like to take picture personally..not all of my coursemate is there..but majority is attending..



and of coz..girls also can do last minute make up...









everyone is doing different thing..some adjust the hood and gown while some busy with camera and phones...



after that queuing up to get into the ballroom..



after long time waiting and listen to the speech, its finish..very thirsty and hungry at that time...
well..after everything...ppl tend to take picture on the stage..i duno why..


well last but not least..a picture with my mum..



and here end my convo...officially graduate...i see this as the last thing for college life..thats why putting "to be continue" in my conclusion for college life part 2...at that time never thought that the convocation would be so late...anyway...i m not student anymore though i already start working for few months...to those who are stil students, please enjoy and appreaciate it as u might graduating at the time of peace and prosperity, not like me...economic on recovery and h1n1 influenza...

thats all i think =)

(there are actually many things to tell, but just wanna keep it simple and short. Coz i m lazy)

偶尔很热闹，偶尔很孤单。心，就是这样吧，起起伏伏。一直
跟自己约定，不要因为忙碌而目无表情......也不懂自己做到了吗.
生活，就是如此，少了些许喜悦的过着
习惯独行，习惯了电话不会响的日子，习惯了日出而作，凌晨回家
习惯了在工作时间外都不讲话，习惯了沉闷。
习惯了把所有感伤都藏起来.

need guidance

since pikom pc fair is coming soon...i plan to buy a laptop..
well..budget will be around 1.5 to 1.8k but the lesser the price the better..lol

i just need a ordinary laptop which i would use most for surfing net but not gaming
and not really care bout size, outlook or brand i just need it to be convenient and durable if possible

pls give me some clue as soon as possible...like before end of this month.. as i would mostly buy in the fair in kl which is held on 31 july to 2 august which is the coming weekend.

getting better

getting better with working life here
though most of the time need to work until late night like 1 or 2 am..
but its fine to me already

only sunday is free while i work on the other day, whether a split shift or straight shift
but mostly spend my sunday in pavillion gsc to watch movie or take a good and expensive lunch
well..at least i stil can save some money even though i spend like that...or perhaps i only spend on food and transport..

get use to going out alone..better...save the time to invite or to ask ppl out with u...save the time to discuss bout where to go and where to dine so tat place would be convenient to everyone...going out byself would jz be very care free, go out at time u want, eat at place u wish to regardless of the price and going back when u feel u have enough stroll.. this my life, alone most of the time

yet i have great time with my colleagues..the are not normal ppl, due to everyday under stress and long working hour, they are all crazy..but at the very least we work as a team and same goes to the kitchen staff...bullshit with colleagues, talk crap with guest, get screw by boss...working is just seems to be like that..haha... learn a lot of knowledge there...food and wine...not an expert yet but i m picking up...

thats all for now i think..

Angel and demon

recommended to watch if you have such free time...

might even online lesser

nth much to update..
work shift is like whole day in the hotel..
so my life mostly is bout working..
at least learn new things everyday now..
much better than doing assignments or preparing for test
yet i dun think most ppl can take such lifestyle..
its may already..jz hope july come soon..

plan to buy a new phone..
plan to buy a laptop
plan to buy a new spec
plan to buy a new watch
well all this need money...
nid to save more...tight financial situation neh..
sigh..

jz feel like wanna spend when got the money..hard to control..

being permanent staff

being a permanent staff means
u have to be able to work alone without supervision

being a permanent staff means
u have to arrive before time and cannot leave on time

being a permanent staff means
u have to make some decision at time but not upsetting ur boss with ur decision

being a permanent staff means
u have to work every single minutes when u are working

being a permanent staff means
you cannot use dunno as answer for any question

being a permanent staff
is super big challenge now...